Mega obsession.

I think I'm very obsessed in something that my parents won't get for me.

So, I wanna get it with my own means.

Even if my plans means a confirm chop hack axe terrible failure.

I promise myself to fulfill my plan everyday without causing hurt/damage to my body.

I promise myself that I'll make myself do it.

I promise myself that it will be mine one fine day.

With hopes, we (might) soar.

☮ leong

OVERDOSE.

My stomach's being a mightier bitch.

My stomach is vehly painz, like mad pig.

My stomach's behaving like a lousy piece of shitz.

I'm gonna wallow in my own sadness.

Nightyz world. ):

☮ leong

BIRTHDAY/ CHRISTMAS/ NEW YEAR/ DEEPAVALI/ HARI RAYA/ (WHATEVER FESTIVAL YOU CAN THINK OF) TOP-MOST WISH.

 BLOODY HELL.

I WANT TO HAVE A FUCKING BLACKBERRY TOO, SHIT HELLZ. ):

☮ leong

Three years ago.

The only reason I hid that letter 3 years back is because I attempted to deceive myself that my passion is gone and that I was embarrassed of myself.
I swear I was willing to work hard ok!
Come to think of it again, I don't know if I was lucky or unfortunate to not get in.
After glancing at that letter, I told myself that it's not going to work out anymore.
The best move is to forget it, lose passion in it and hate it.
(Owellz, isn't that what I'm doing exactly right now?)
Although I'm still in it but it just don't feel right.
I'm there physically, definitely not mentally.
I'm not gonna be a sentimental puss and start wailing over something that I had absolutely no control over.
(Okay, maybe I played a certain factor that could change the decision.....)
(But hey, I'm only trying to comfort myself here.)
I don't care what's gonna happen to it or to them.
I just know that I think I've found a new love and that I'm fucking looking forward to the events lined up even though I know that I will never be able to excel in it.
Whatever, I mean who cares right.
The bottomline is, it just sucks to be me.

☮ leong

Nothing much 'bout my mundane life.

Hi there! :D

My muscles are achingggggg like mad cow. ):
I can't walk properly. ):
or maybe I can, just that the aches will pain even more. ):
or maybe it's just that I have a sad life. ):
or maybe I just think too much. ):

Life is so mundane nowadays.
I don't know what else to blog about.

Oh yes, oh yes!
I went in the end. :)
I just hate the way adults think, the way grown-ups behave and the way they treat adolescences.
JUST. SO. FUCKING. ANNOYING.

Owellz, life.
TATA!

☮ leong

F.I.R.S.T.

Hihi! I'm back to blogging publicly! :)
I think I should actually turn in now.
p.s; it's 05.53am now.
But I'm not tired.............. Yet.

I feel that I shouldn't go but I think that I should go, what should I do?
Why am I always caught in such dilemmas? ):

I have nothing else to say, g'bye.

☮ leong