You keep me awake at the nights and dreaming during the day.

I wanted to blog so badly just now.
Now that I am here, I lost every thought that I wanted to blog about, ugh.

But well, this is me.

Shouldn't people just accept others for who they are rather than who they are not, no?

Personally, I don't think people should change their personality for others.

But I've been trying so damn hard to change yknow, yeah, for you.

Either my change is futile or you are oblivious to my changes.

Okay maybe I hadn't change much but heck!

But hey! Life is about doing the things that make you happy, not doing things that pleases others. But, pleasing you is possibly the only thing that makes me happy.......

Beginning was great. Then it became bland. Now it's stale.
There's nothing we can do.
Or maybe things will get better after Monday?
Maybe, that is.

Honestly, I am quite skeptical about sweet guys.
I've personally seen a handful of guys, and bullshit, being sweet is an act.
Yeah yeah she's all nice and wonderful.
I'm nowhere near that standard.
Yeah I got that on my mind constantly. Please stop reminding me of it.
Why can others be so nice and sweet and all???????????????????
Maybe we were too rash and hotheaded to get ourselves into this.

Yknow what, I keep reminding myself that all of these is worth the wait.
Turns out that I'm wrong.
Frankly, I don't know what the heck is in your mind.
My thoughts are so clear as crystal to you, all of us know that.
Your thoughts always seem so secluded in your own thick skull.
It's almost mission impossible to penetrate and infiltrate your thoughts, let alone see through it.
Please, just let your thoughts be known to me for once.
Oh, you don't know about this.
Whenever I can't sleep at night, I imagine you to be my bolster and I hug you to bed. Tadah, I will be sleeping soundly in no time. S W E A R.
Cliche as it may seem, it's true.
And baby, there's still a lot more that I do. Silly things.
But no, this is no space private enough to speak of things meant for you only.
Hm, I know I am always wishing for weird things ha ha ha.

You probably had lots of fun these few days.
Alright I should be getting excited for Monday all over again. And the day after, too.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.

Anyhow, prom kinda sucks except for the partying part.
Or it's all because i'm too shy a girl.



xx.